When does this end?

When is it enough? When am I enough? Lately I don't feel like enough to anyone. Myself included. I'm getting knocked sideways. I keep thinking that time will take them all away. But they only helped a little. Now I have new worries and the ones who could have helped... can't. Not now. I wouldn't even let them try. I would be angry if I let them help. So I’m trapped by choice? Or is it by fate? Is this supposed to help? I hope so... I really do.