Day Old Hate...

Why does your strength seem to crumble right when you need it the most? You were supposed to be my stronghold. You said forever. And you meant it. In some way you meant it. And still, right when I want to break down and surrender like I always have, a new base helps me stand tall. You have no idea how much I need you right now. And you won't even hear me. You won't take the time to understand what I have to say. It's not your fault. I let you get away with it all these years. I'm sorry I cracked when I did... it should have been sooner. We could have gotten past this. But now I see that our everything was built on the sand. I'm starting new. And if you decide to talk I will never be the same. We will never be the same. Nothing is the same. I can't help but feel like we failed. We promised we never would. But I'm done trying.